Resting Elbows Nearly Prayer 2007
10 Summer Festival
The summer festival was really crowded. I promised to meet in front of the north ticket gate at 6 pm, but there were a lot of people getting on and off. Tadokoro was out and was waiting near the place on the left that was always selling roasted chestnuts. Muraki came just in time.
"Wonderful person"
"Yeah, I was surprised."
Go out the north exit and go straight on Tachikawa street on the left, you will come to the end of Tateyama airfield. It seems that the fireworks will rise around the edge. Everyone walks over there. Along the way, Tateyama Shobo is still open, but it seems unlikely that there will be many people among them.
Tateyama High School had no particular uniforms and wore clothes that were free to use every day, but even though they naturally made uniforms, Tadokoro was usually a black school uniform and Muraki was a dark blue uniform. , Both of us were dressed like they were at the summer vacation club. My hair is getting shorter again.
"Have you cut your hair?"
"because it's hot"
The slightly long hair looked good, but I didn't say that. Certainly this seems to be the usual Muraki.
"I have something I want Tadoko-kun to ask."
After all
"Tadokoro-kun, you were doing physics before."
"Yup"
I had talked on the way back from the library committee. When approaching the airfield, people are walking off the sidewalk. Not many people return home yet, but quite a few have cotton candy or small rubber balloons with water called bonbons.
"Are you confident?"
"not at all". That's true. However, it is true that physics is strict. Whether or not you can approach it is completely different. But I can't say it well.
"Are you still okay?"
"I'm not fine, but I can't help because I like it."
I feel like I'm telling Muraki, but that's not the current problem.
"During this time, Kanai told me that your math was impossible."
"Kanai is amazing, I was definitely number 5 during this time."
Muraki is about number 30, which is not much different from Tadokoro.
In the vicinity of the Tateyama bowling alley, people are crowded and it is difficult to proceed. When I went to the edge of the site of the airfield, it looked a little empty again.
"Why don't you see where you went a little further?"
"Yeah, it seems that the other side is a little vacant."
There is a railroad crossing, and there is an airfield wire mesh in front of it, but it seems that today is a festival and the entrance is open.
"I was hoping for the Faculty of Education, but I started to think that it wasn't really me. My real goal is a piano. I can play music, but I'm not confident. So, I was trying to choose music in the Faculty of Education because it's safer. I thought I couldn't really major in music. "
I thought I knew what Muraki wanted to say.
"I've been doing athletics since junior high school, and I think that's what I did. But music was always by my side when I was younger."
Tadoro recalled the mellow appearance of Muraki who was dancing with Suwa in the courtyard. I have never seen such a facial expression or gesture on land.
"Do you know Polini? Young Italian pianist"
"Do not know"
"He said he won prizes in competitions when he was young, but after that, he kept studying for himself all the time."
"Yup"
"I heard his record for the first time during this time. I was playing Schubert."
Schubert knows Tadokoro. During this time, I listened to "Winter Trip" in the music class.
"His Schubert is like sports, it's a perfect technique, not sports, it's sports."
"Sports?"
"Yeah, I don't care about feelings, I feel like I'm perfectly technical. I've been warming myself up to my own music. I know that's my music. "
"Did you change that?"
"Yes, I have to be loyal to myself, what people think, what I do with this ability, what I do if I fail, I was thinking about such things, but when I listened to Polini, I I thought I had to value what I wanted most. ''
"I was thinking about expression."
Muraki is listening.
"I want to do what I want to express the most. So even if Kanai tells me it doesn't bother me. Kanai does that, Shinozuka also has great mathematics. That may be essential. After all, there is heaven. I think it's very true when I'm on the ground, I sometimes grow by training, but not Tenten, but I like the land, I like the feel of the land and the wind, so I continued. It wouldn't have been possible if I had only ability. "
What I was saying gradually became incoherent. But Muraki is listening seriously.
"I was in a book, but if you're Muraki, you have peace and freedom, which one should you take?"
"What is peace?"
"Faith or something like that"
"It's great if you have faith, but it's impossible, so you have no choice?"
"I think freedom is another name for trial and error. I think I'm just going to fail and I'll regret it."
"What about physics?"
"There is that, but other than that."
"Thank you, let's move forward a little."
I felt that Muraki's expression became a little brighter. But it may be because of fireworks.
Slowly and slowly, the fireworks made a loud noise and climbed up, spreading a large flower across the sky. And a powerful explosive sound like the sound of the earth followed.
"Thank you today, I wanted to talk once."
Thank you, Muraki, this was my best summer.
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